What a life! I've been around for what? 20 years? Going on 21...I've seen so much, did so much, learned so much, and sadly did my share of hurting also.
You know when they asked him in Chariots of Fire, why he ran, he said he ran because he loved feeling God's pleasure. Well, I'm no track star, or star period at that matter, but I do love to write, and there are many things on my mind about many different things, I am a bit shy though.
I created a blog last semester, I am so sad to say that played a role in one of the darkest moments of my life. I lied, I wrote horrible things, things I wish I could take back, and in the end it cost me dearly. I know in my own life that if could go back and do things all over again, I'm almost positive I would do it all the same...EXCEPT...EXCEPT...from last November to present.
You know I've dealt with death, with destruction, all of that, and it's to the point that I no longer shed tears on things that just go with the process of life. However I do shed tears when I look back at everything I had and cry myself to sleep at night because I know MY ACTIONS and MY THOUGHTS and MY WORDS cost me everything.
Tell me, you 5 people that actually end up reading this, have you ever loved? Have you ever heard the voice of God concerning the one you care the most about? I know that I have.
Let me tell you a story....
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